Friday, May 2, 2008

After the miscarriage

After the miscarriage, it takes me a while to feel better. Im still upset of course because we lost the one that we expected so much. Yesterday instead of having my personal book study, i told Renee that i dont feel like having book study because i still feel depressed and tired about what happened. We will try our book study again next week, will see if i feel better. I try to be okay now, try to get back to normal. Sometimes it hards, everytime i think about it, i feel very sad. I dont feel like doing anything. I just want to lay down, sit down and watch tv or watch video online. Play with Dustin and singing videoke just to entertain myself and keep me busy. Im glad i already tell everyone about the miscarriage thing at least its not hard for me to tell them personally if they will ask me about the baby.

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